Subzero's Biggest Loser

I'm getting fat. I guess since I haven't excercised in about six months, it's pretty likely that this would happen. In order to help motivate myself, my friends at work and I have organized a Biggest Loser Contest amongst us.

We are going to calculate and assess every week, with prizes every month. Yay for awesome motivation.....here we go......

The caterpillar must do her work.

Ugh

Customer service is officially killing my soul. I don't think I've ever looked or felt worse in my life. Not even after no sleep for days editing "To the Top."

In Response to Last Night

Circling through, around, inside.

LET GO-why can't I just let you fly? It's the soul's journey to decide, not mine.

Fear consumes and it melts into me
to discover the Truth, it must be within-why am I so afraid?

Experience, human, the fast road isn't the answer anymore, it never was. Why didn't I realize?
It's the doubt that binds me, the fear of what is really there.

Expectations, attachments-doesn't mean anything
So influenced by the outside circumstances-the calm soothes me.
He's the closest to God on Earth that I've felt-to know it within myself-will there be freedom?

Being. Human. Experience.
The feeling, there's only now, only here, only us. Feeling it. Really feeling it. At least I know I am alive.

In time, out of time-just breathe.