Thursday, June 28, 2007
Personal Growth
I think I made some huge strides tonight in my realm of personal growth. It's a beautiful thing and I think this time I'm going to come out on the other side of this much more aware. Life can get sticky, but if you can come to understand your emotions it really helps to manifest new great things in your life. More to come later, I'm super de duper de tired!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Love Love Love
Love Love Love
Channeled from Akeeya’s Gallery Session
“Please be a great example of love to each other. Please be more patient and honest. If you cease to love each other we have a more difficult task. Understand each other. You all have a significant impact on the people around you.
Some are stubborn, they refuse to allow themselves to be loved-you can allow yourselves to be loved without fear. Love without fear. You all expect love to be an exchange of energy-but often times those who love you have not developed the skill to exchange as you do. Each of you will learn to love without fear. Fear is attached to failure-there is no such thing as failure in love. If you are genuine in your expressions of love, what do you have to fear? Be who you are, it is the best foundation for love. Do not postpone love because of fear. You who do not fear love embrace the truth. Love requires self sacrifice. To love unconditionally requires at times the removal of Self. This is not to deny who you are-to love someone unconditionally you must be able to embrace them fully. If you feel unlovable it is because you have been conditioned to believe this. Rejection does not believe you are unlovable.
True Love does not reject. True love does not dwell on only the physical. What is the fingerprint of love you are leaving? How many of you have hidden from love? Do not allow yourself to continue to believe that bad is acceptable. You are acceptable.”
Beautiful indeed….so much easier said than done. In my feelings, something to aspire to for sure.
Channeled from Akeeya’s Gallery Session
“Please be a great example of love to each other. Please be more patient and honest. If you cease to love each other we have a more difficult task. Understand each other. You all have a significant impact on the people around you.
Some are stubborn, they refuse to allow themselves to be loved-you can allow yourselves to be loved without fear. Love without fear. You all expect love to be an exchange of energy-but often times those who love you have not developed the skill to exchange as you do. Each of you will learn to love without fear. Fear is attached to failure-there is no such thing as failure in love. If you are genuine in your expressions of love, what do you have to fear? Be who you are, it is the best foundation for love. Do not postpone love because of fear. You who do not fear love embrace the truth. Love requires self sacrifice. To love unconditionally requires at times the removal of Self. This is not to deny who you are-to love someone unconditionally you must be able to embrace them fully. If you feel unlovable it is because you have been conditioned to believe this. Rejection does not believe you are unlovable.
True Love does not reject. True love does not dwell on only the physical. What is the fingerprint of love you are leaving? How many of you have hidden from love? Do not allow yourself to continue to believe that bad is acceptable. You are acceptable.”
Beautiful indeed….so much easier said than done. In my feelings, something to aspire to for sure.
Monday, June 25, 2007
Yellow Butterfly Underwear=Inspiration
Ch Ch Ch Changes.....
My Trifecta girls are back in town and not a moment too soon. It had been a trying weekend, and I was ready for some chatty chat time and therapy session. My roommate is a counselor, so it's wonderful to get her perspective on things. It's even better cuz she runs around in her underwear: this time it was yellow butterflies.
I had sent an email earlier today to a beautiful friend who helped me to see what the core of some of my issues were, which was AMAZINGLY helpful! It helped to see things through her eyes and to get a new insight. Now that I knew where some of these "helper" systematic beliefs were coming from, I needed a game plan.
I've been feeling blue because I have all these goals and thing I want to do but no real game plan. It seems like I have a knack for figuring things out for everyone but myself, which is incredibly frustrating. I think deep down I feel like I didn't deserve the time and patience it took to find these things out for myself. It was equally disturbing to hear Akeeya tell me that somewhere along the way I picked up the belief that I am not lovable, which I knew to be true deep down, I just didn't want to admit it. This was about the time my skin starting breaking out as well. Physical manifestation of the emotional aspects. Boggling.
So yellow underwear helped me to make a game plan. First we thought of an intention. Since I want to get over this "helper" mentality we settled on this: "Give me the inspiration, power, insight, knowledge, determination and motivation to make the decisions in my life that are good for me right now and will benefit me in the future."
We also decided to make a "worry" box where we write them down and then at the end of the week we will burn it outside. This exercise really worked well for me at a seminar where we did that with self limiting beliefs.
Tonight was wonderful. The truth is, sometimes we need help in figuring out the root of our issues, and it's so great to get another's perspective on what you may not see. So tomorrow I start with my new plan. It will be very tiny baby steps, but at least I know I'm moving forward. It's so wonderful to have amazing, supportive and beautiful friends.
My Trifecta girls are back in town and not a moment too soon. It had been a trying weekend, and I was ready for some chatty chat time and therapy session. My roommate is a counselor, so it's wonderful to get her perspective on things. It's even better cuz she runs around in her underwear: this time it was yellow butterflies.
I had sent an email earlier today to a beautiful friend who helped me to see what the core of some of my issues were, which was AMAZINGLY helpful! It helped to see things through her eyes and to get a new insight. Now that I knew where some of these "helper" systematic beliefs were coming from, I needed a game plan.
I've been feeling blue because I have all these goals and thing I want to do but no real game plan. It seems like I have a knack for figuring things out for everyone but myself, which is incredibly frustrating. I think deep down I feel like I didn't deserve the time and patience it took to find these things out for myself. It was equally disturbing to hear Akeeya tell me that somewhere along the way I picked up the belief that I am not lovable, which I knew to be true deep down, I just didn't want to admit it. This was about the time my skin starting breaking out as well. Physical manifestation of the emotional aspects. Boggling.
So yellow underwear helped me to make a game plan. First we thought of an intention. Since I want to get over this "helper" mentality we settled on this: "Give me the inspiration, power, insight, knowledge, determination and motivation to make the decisions in my life that are good for me right now and will benefit me in the future."
We also decided to make a "worry" box where we write them down and then at the end of the week we will burn it outside. This exercise really worked well for me at a seminar where we did that with self limiting beliefs.
Tonight was wonderful. The truth is, sometimes we need help in figuring out the root of our issues, and it's so great to get another's perspective on what you may not see. So tomorrow I start with my new plan. It will be very tiny baby steps, but at least I know I'm moving forward. It's so wonderful to have amazing, supportive and beautiful friends.
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